When someone walks out of your life,let them. There's no use in wasting your time on people that leave you. What you make yourself and your future is no longer tied to them. Yeah,you may miss them. But remember,you weren't the first one to give up.

Pain makes you stronger,tears make you braver,heartbreak makes you wiser. So thank the past for a better future.

There's that occasional night where you just break down and cry because you know that no matter what,things will never be the same.

The most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you. It is when you don't understand yourself.

Beginning are usually scary and endings are usually sad,but it's the middle that counts.

Sometimes we joke,and sometimes we're serious. Sometimes just random talking and sometimes we dont talk at all. Not sometimes,but all of the times I feel comfortable with you,and I trust you with every word I say. You're my best friend 

FATEN EMIRA BINTI SALEM 

p/s: I don't expect for you to read this post just to impress you or anything. But it is what I feel since I really missed the time we had before. The togetherness in everything. I missed you so badly. When I'm not talking to you,it doesn't mean I already forgotten you or I don't care. The feelings and the strength of our friendship can never be broken. The bond between us is as strong as the waterfall:) Sorry for the ignorance. But seriously,I never forgotten you. 


Sincerely,


Meow's tiny little heart:)

There comes a point where you have to let go. No matter how hard it is. You have to quit telling yourself he'll come back. Because if he wanted to,he'd be here by now. Im not going to lie,its going to hurt. You're going to be broken. But its not about how we break,its about how we pick ourselves after that matters. your heart will never be the same,but make it a lesson learned,not a regret. So write his name on a pieces of paper and burn it. Get your phone and delete his number. Delete the old text messages you've kept. You're only making yourself miserable. Take a deep breathe,and let him out of your heart.

1:35pm,9th December 2011

The date:) when I get to meet you. Since the last time we met is the past 2months. THANK YOU FOR THE SURPRISE :D I was so greatful and happy when you make this surprise. Suddenly,when you give a text saying that you are here. My heart stops instantly :O damnn I thought you're fooling around,but then you're actually not. I was shocked for awhile. Im so happy. No one can describe how I felt when I get to meet you yesterday:') Thank you..thank you soo much honey. I love you. I admit,I had a very good time with you. Eventhough its just awhile. SERIOUSLY,I was so happy. God,wish you would just stay with me without leaving me here.

The moment when I have to see your car passed through leaving me here,again. I was so broken and lefted. The feelings of being left was inside my heart. Suddenly,my tears fell down watching you leave. And again. I have to face the feelings of 'missing you' all over again. Gain my strength back after you go. Its okay:') I'll be fine. Atleast I get to meet you,and see you. Im glad you're just fine. You're just the same. You haven't change:') Thank you for everything. I really appreciate it.

You know I will always love you. Stay. Stay with me. Here inside my heart. Dont leave. I'll be here for you,just close your eyes,and I'll be near to you. I miss you now. So badly. Hmm,anyway,again thank you for the surprise :D Me heart you Amirul Asyraf.

p/s: til the next time we meet again. Ill be here waiting for you to come again and see me,love you.

The girls like you and me

Here's to girls who aren't always okay, the ones who get mad at their friends over the stupidest things. The girls who stay strong and always strive to win even during the toughest battles. Who push guys away because they are afraid of commitment and judgement. The girls who don't let people in easily and once they do they don't let go until the other gives up on them. The girls like you and me.

Its Harder Than I Thought

I dont know what happen to me,to us. Its not like what we used to be. We fight oftenly. And we both hate that. We both know it. Its just,we fight for small things.We fight and we love. And all the same thing for this whole times. Im tired of crying for stupid things. Im tired of saying sorry. And you too,I know. Dont deny it. I tried to avoid it,but yeahh like i said,it keeps coming in between when it have the chance. Why? Why is this happening?

Could you tell I was hurt? No. You dont. I cant easily forgive and forget. Especially comes about forgetting. No,thats not me. Since before,i remembered every single thing and person that hurts me so badly in my heart. I dont what will happen to us. I really dont know. Hope nothing bad will. I was soo hurt. But I dont want to loose you. Dont say that you're not good of taking care of me,cause for me you're the best. The best among all:')

I love you. And you know it. Stay with me,no matter what will happen. We have to stick to each other til the very end. You're the soul to my mate:) I love youu. 

Wishes

HAPPY 4TH MONTHS 

ANNIVERSARRY

22th October 2011

Demokk! I Love You:) Soooooo Much! Mwehehehe :D I love you I love and I love youuu. And ofcourse I missed you badly. We should have gone out today and celebrating it together. But yeahh,we're far apart. Its hard for me,this first time celebrating monthly anniversarry without you,without seeing you in front of me :/ Haihhh. Sgt sedihhh tauu. By the way,saye harap awak sihat alhamdulillah kat sane,and ceria seperti selalu. No more sad sad kay :) You have to be strong so that I can be strong as well as you know that you are my inner strength :D On this date again,I MAKE A PROMISE that I will always love you,with all my heart. I will never ever leave you alone in the dark. I will always be there in happiness and hardship for you. I will always makes you happy and put a smile on your face,make you laugh :')

Saye tahuu,wlaupun awk pretend yg awk kuat,awk happy,tapi inside? Awak sedih,remembering me,every step that you take in polijb there is always our memories. But you have to be strong. So I can. You smiled in the outside but in the inside,theres sorrow and sadness. Just remember,I will always love you,no one can ever replace your place in my heart. Saye akan cube utk jage relationship yg kite build ni kay:) Be Happy my dear!

On this day,we may be far apart,but close your eyes..I was there..just right there..in your heart :') Happy 4th Months Anniversarry Amirul Asyraf :D ILOVEYOU IMISSYOU..SOOOO BADLY!

Biyy,missed youu already. Baru sehari berpisah :/ oh godd.. Im sooo sad right now. Besar betul ujian yg kite kne tempuhi. Dah stay dekat but now kne jauh pulak. Ohhh god! Cant believe soon I'll be studying in Uitm Seri Iskandar Ipoh. Daftar 16 Nivember ni nanti. And awakk,pindah dari polijb to poli shah alam. Biyy,im so sorry. I really am. Syg tahu b tak boleh stay sane. B tak tahan. Yeahh a good decision jugak b pindah shah alam. Atleast b tak ingat syg sgt kaaan. Dgan memories kite kat sane. Syg tahu b akan terseksa kalau b stay sane. God,I love you so much Biyy. I really am. Alot and alot. Nothing can describe how i felt towards you. I cant say it what i really meant,cant show it cant nothing.. But you can feel my love right? :') I know you do,like i felt your love all this time. I know kite baru lagi in our relationship,but what i felt,is unexplainable. I really love you so much. Im sorry i made you cried by leaving youuu :') but you know right,theres nothing i could do. I never leave you,i never did. I was there with youu,just right there..in your heart.

B,syg janji dgan b. Theres no one could take your place in my heart. I promise you honey. You may be not here close with right now,but im sure you will be in my future. Kite kejar cite-cite kite dulu kayy:) Mwuah baby I love youu muchoooo!

p/s: be strong Biyy,then I will. You're the reason I am strong..you were my everything busukk:) God,give us the strength to face this love that we have in our heart.

Its Written

Im Sorry. For evrything. I didnt mean to make you hurt. I didnt mean to leave you. I didnt mean to make you cry. As even myself is in broken hearted. I dont want this to happen either. I am truly sorry Biyy :'/ Syg minta maaf. Syg pun tak tahu nk buat ape dah. Sayang dah penat,penat sangat mengeluarkan air mata. Sayang tahu Biyy jugak mcm tu. 


Uitm Seri Iskandar,yeahh my new journey of life. Thats where I'll be going soon. Its about first semester holidays. In 14th November. And I have to be in Uitm in 16thNovember. I have no holidays. Yeahh Wataffak! With my parents yang tak faham what I want. Damn It! I really dont know what to do right now but just let the teardrops fall on my face. I have no idea what in da hell I should do. Am I doing the right decision by going? Leaving you alone here? How bad am I right? Gosssssshhhhh :'/ 


Swear to god,I cant face this thing! Sorry :/ for letting you cried just because of me. I love you,truly I do :') and I just cant help it. You want me to go..you think about my future..you let yourself hurt. How could you. I know deep inside your heart you never want me to go. I know,I met you for a reason. A good reason. Eventhough we'll be far apart,you're always and will remained in my heart. I believe in you like you believe in me,by letting me go there,letting my dreams come true and future to be bright.


I promise you,We'll stay together til the end. Til the very end. Iloveyou :')

Promise me. That's all I want. Just a promise that you'll never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow,let me know that I had an impact on your life,promise me that you'll always remember me. Losing you was hard enough,but I don't want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you.

Could you tell that I was hurt? Invisible tears got me feeling like a dirt.

Happy Eids Mubarak To All Bloggers & Stalkers!

From: Syamira & Amirul Asyraf.


Have the best eidssss:)

Okayyy,life kat sini challenging gilaaa,byk gilaa assgnment kene submit. Damnnn! Polijb,you sure one hell a place -,- i miisssseedd HOME! I miss mama! I miss mama punye cookkk! Makanan kat sini tk sedapp langsung okayyy. erhhh. mcm ape je. Thought graphic senang bt it is actually tough nak mati ahh. drawing drawing and drawing non stop. boleh mereng otak gua. bdw,i happy kat sini,i have my Bushukk. i have my friendss to support me here. My new friends is Fatin Nur Fatini aka Tini aka Twinss. Muke i same lah kot -,- NOT! Hahaha abit lah i guess. She's crazy mcm i jugakk. ohh yeahh i upload gmbr die later on okay. now i kat cc,for the first time in my life online in cc. HAHA believe it or not thats the truth. I happy kat sini,sedar tak sedar i dh a month kat sini. AND hell yeahhhh i miss my old life faking much!I have Balqis,Arina,Firdaus and etc. Hehe. So yeahh. 

Thanks B for the support! Without you memang i cant live kat sini. I Looooove You Gilababi ok. Cant believe im here in JB with you,same place studying. Thanks for fading that lonely and scaredy cat feeling of mine. Alright! I gotta go,its lightning here,nak hujan. Off to hostel. OPS! Nak beli mkanan utk berbuke pose dlu ye kat bazar. 

HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIMS!

ESPECIALLY TO MY FAMILY,B AND BFF'S!

LOVE YOU GUYS! 

Wait up for more detail stories of mine. Toddlyyyss!

HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSARRY B!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

THANK YOU FOR THE LOVE THAT YOU GAVE ME!

LOVEMISS YOU!

THANK YOU FOR BEING BY MY SIDE EVERY SINGLE TIME I NEED YOU BADLY!

I'LL BE BY YOUR SIDE TIL MY LAST BREATH!

I'LL BE YOUR EVERYTHING!

Why is this happening to me. I was Happy and couldnt wait no more to meet you,to face my first time college life with you but you're not with me. Things just doesnt seems right. Tomorrow i'll be going to Johor Bahru and i was freaking happy but then things happen without knowing it would actually happen. Why?! Godamnit! 

Yeah,kaki Amirul patah,from buku lali til lutut dah ciment =,= ergh. Sebab? MAIN FUTSAL!

Baru masuk seminggu dah carik pasal,swear sakithatilahh.

And die kene balik rumah this monday,which the date i bru daftar masuk situ. Dia kene smbung Semester2. Oh god! Im sooo sad and tears mcm nk rundown through my face. Damit lahh! But,things dh happen,so nothing should be blamed about. I just don know how would i face my life there without him. This is first time i stay jauh dgn family i and i admit,kinda pampered -,- so its hard for me to face the day there without you. Its Johor lahh -,- saye bru masuk awak pulak balik kl kaaan, How bad could it be? I have the strength to go there just sebab awak ade dgn saye if not,memang takkan saye msuk study kat situ. Omagod! How am i going to face my first semester without you? Serious i am so sad right now. Couldnt imagine how sad i am now okay. Ergh. 

Saye ingt awk mainmain but then..yeah,you're actually serious about it. I dont know what to do and what to say to you. Im speechless on what just happen. Saye just harap awak cepat sembuh. About me being there in Johor,idk but i can still manage to say this Two Words

OMG! I am so THANKFUL to GOD for granting my wish. I never really expect that this would happen. And yeah,im freaking HAPPY:) Its like a LIFETIME DREAM. I was still shocked about the news. Damit! Ehehe:) Well,ape yang i nak bagitahu is..

I Will Be Continuing Study Next Week! Instead of waiting for 5months,i was promoted to go for intake July! Dangg! Ngeee:) Im happy oh yeah i really am eventhough i was sorta kinda Clumsy right now -,- sebab? Tak Pack Anything lagi ok! Ahaha. I need to go shopping and buy stuff and all. I still got one week left so yeah -,- i ni prempuan and banyak songeh pulak tu so seminggu for me is like tak cukup okay. 

Bf i bru sampai Johor Bahru,so die tgah pusing pusing tgok Politeknik Premier tu kat tang mane. Die daftar esok but i lewat seminggu than him. And even die pun macam Hyper tak tentu pasal bila dia tahu i was going next week. Mcm org tak siuman menjerit dlm tepon =,= anyway,Jauuuuhhh kaaan? Johor Bahru Pasir Gudang. Gila! 8hours from Ipoh baby! Gila sakit bontot. 

So,itulah i need to tell you bloggers and stalkers and suchaa whateverso pun. I happy okay. So i bantu Bumi ni Happy jugak -,- ceh takde kene mengene kan. Haha tah ape ape je. Well,tu lah die. So i nak start shopping olredi. So see yah! And i would definitely be rarely updating my blog bila i dah start studying but anything,i'll try to catch up my life with you guys. Ok Toddles!