You're the one who let go. But I'm the one who find the strength to walk away without looking back.

I'm the kind of girl who is quiet in large groups or around people I don't know. You only see the real me if we're close. I smile I laugh alot. Especially at the most inappropriate times. Im a hopeless romantic. I trip over air,up stairs and over people's feet. I am the hardest person to offend,but it is all too easy to make me feel horrible.I hate telling people about my problems. They don't need to worry about me. I'm the one who listens to other people's problems. I believe people should not be judged before one takes the time to get to know them,yet I am guilty of doing the exact thing. I love to think rather than talk. I'm awkward,clumsy,shy,strange..but this is me. Take it or leave it.

You're such an ass. You make me fall in your trap and you of all people should know I don't need that.

Sometimes you just need to be alone. Sometimes not even your bestfriend needs to know. Sometimes you need to put up the walls so you can examine yourself in peace and quiet. Sometimes the loud sounds need to fade away, leaving only you and the silence. Thats it.

When I find the keys to happiness,someone changes the lock.

It is a truth universally acknowledged that when one part of your life starts going okay,another fall spectacularly to pieces.

The worst part is that they don't notice. It's not that they hate you,no. If they did,it would be so much easier. If they did,you could hate them right back. Only,they don't. They don't hate you. They just don't notice you. You're not there to them anymore.

When someone walks out of your life,let them. There's no use in wasting your time on people that leave you. What you make yourself and your future is no longer tied to them. Yeah,you may miss them. But remember,you weren't the first one to give up.

Pain makes you stronger,tears make you braver,heartbreak makes you wiser. So thank the past for a better future.

There's that occasional night where you just break down and cry because you know that no matter what,things will never be the same.

The most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you. It is when you don't understand yourself.

Beginning are usually scary and endings are usually sad,but it's the middle that counts.

Sometimes we joke,and sometimes we're serious. Sometimes just random talking and sometimes we dont talk at all. Not sometimes,but all of the times I feel comfortable with you,and I trust you with every word I say. You're my best friend 

FATEN EMIRA BINTI SALEM 

p/s: I don't expect for you to read this post just to impress you or anything. But it is what I feel since I really missed the time we had before. The togetherness in everything. I missed you so badly. When I'm not talking to you,it doesn't mean I already forgotten you or I don't care. The feelings and the strength of our friendship can never be broken. The bond between us is as strong as the waterfall:) Sorry for the ignorance. But seriously,I never forgotten you. 


Sincerely,


Meow's tiny little heart:)

There comes a point where you have to let go. No matter how hard it is. You have to quit telling yourself he'll come back. Because if he wanted to,he'd be here by now. Im not going to lie,its going to hurt. You're going to be broken. But its not about how we break,its about how we pick ourselves after that matters. your heart will never be the same,but make it a lesson learned,not a regret. So write his name on a pieces of paper and burn it. Get your phone and delete his number. Delete the old text messages you've kept. You're only making yourself miserable. Take a deep breathe,and let him out of your heart.

1:35pm,9th December 2011

The date:) when I get to meet you. Since the last time we met is the past 2months. THANK YOU FOR THE SURPRISE :D I was so greatful and happy when you make this surprise. Suddenly,when you give a text saying that you are here. My heart stops instantly :O damnn I thought you're fooling around,but then you're actually not. I was shocked for awhile. Im so happy. No one can describe how I felt when I get to meet you yesterday:') Thank you..thank you soo much honey. I love you. I admit,I had a very good time with you. Eventhough its just awhile. SERIOUSLY,I was so happy. God,wish you would just stay with me without leaving me here.

The moment when I have to see your car passed through leaving me here,again. I was so broken and lefted. The feelings of being left was inside my heart. Suddenly,my tears fell down watching you leave. And again. I have to face the feelings of 'missing you' all over again. Gain my strength back after you go. Its okay:') I'll be fine. Atleast I get to meet you,and see you. Im glad you're just fine. You're just the same. You haven't change:') Thank you for everything. I really appreciate it.

You know I will always love you. Stay. Stay with me. Here inside my heart. Dont leave. I'll be here for you,just close your eyes,and I'll be near to you. I miss you now. So badly. Hmm,anyway,again thank you for the surprise :D Me heart you Amirul Asyraf.

p/s: til the next time we meet again. Ill be here waiting for you to come again and see me,love you.

The girls like you and me

Here's to girls who aren't always okay, the ones who get mad at their friends over the stupidest things. The girls who stay strong and always strive to win even during the toughest battles. Who push guys away because they are afraid of commitment and judgement. The girls who don't let people in easily and once they do they don't let go until the other gives up on them. The girls like you and me.

Its Harder Than I Thought

I dont know what happen to me,to us. Its not like what we used to be. We fight oftenly. And we both hate that. We both know it. Its just,we fight for small things.We fight and we love. And all the same thing for this whole times. Im tired of crying for stupid things. Im tired of saying sorry. And you too,I know. Dont deny it. I tried to avoid it,but yeahh like i said,it keeps coming in between when it have the chance. Why? Why is this happening?

Could you tell I was hurt? No. You dont. I cant easily forgive and forget. Especially comes about forgetting. No,thats not me. Since before,i remembered every single thing and person that hurts me so badly in my heart. I dont what will happen to us. I really dont know. Hope nothing bad will. I was soo hurt. But I dont want to loose you. Dont say that you're not good of taking care of me,cause for me you're the best. The best among all:')

I love you. And you know it. Stay with me,no matter what will happen. We have to stick to each other til the very end. You're the soul to my mate:) I love youu. 

Wishes

HAPPY 4TH MONTHS 

ANNIVERSARRY

22th October 2011

Demokk! I Love You:) Soooooo Much! Mwehehehe :D I love you I love and I love youuu. And ofcourse I missed you badly. We should have gone out today and celebrating it together. But yeahh,we're far apart. Its hard for me,this first time celebrating monthly anniversarry without you,without seeing you in front of me :/ Haihhh. Sgt sedihhh tauu. By the way,saye harap awak sihat alhamdulillah kat sane,and ceria seperti selalu. No more sad sad kay :) You have to be strong so that I can be strong as well as you know that you are my inner strength :D On this date again,I MAKE A PROMISE that I will always love you,with all my heart. I will never ever leave you alone in the dark. I will always be there in happiness and hardship for you. I will always makes you happy and put a smile on your face,make you laugh :')

Saye tahuu,wlaupun awk pretend yg awk kuat,awk happy,tapi inside? Awak sedih,remembering me,every step that you take in polijb there is always our memories. But you have to be strong. So I can. You smiled in the outside but in the inside,theres sorrow and sadness. Just remember,I will always love you,no one can ever replace your place in my heart. Saye akan cube utk jage relationship yg kite build ni kay:) Be Happy my dear!

On this day,we may be far apart,but close your eyes..I was there..just right there..in your heart :') Happy 4th Months Anniversarry Amirul Asyraf :D ILOVEYOU IMISSYOU..SOOOO BADLY!

Biyy,missed youu already. Baru sehari berpisah :/ oh godd.. Im sooo sad right now. Besar betul ujian yg kite kne tempuhi. Dah stay dekat but now kne jauh pulak. Ohhh god! Cant believe soon I'll be studying in Uitm Seri Iskandar Ipoh. Daftar 16 Nivember ni nanti. And awakk,pindah dari polijb to poli shah alam. Biyy,im so sorry. I really am. Syg tahu b tak boleh stay sane. B tak tahan. Yeahh a good decision jugak b pindah shah alam. Atleast b tak ingat syg sgt kaaan. Dgan memories kite kat sane. Syg tahu b akan terseksa kalau b stay sane. God,I love you so much Biyy. I really am. Alot and alot. Nothing can describe how i felt towards you. I cant say it what i really meant,cant show it cant nothing.. But you can feel my love right? :') I know you do,like i felt your love all this time. I know kite baru lagi in our relationship,but what i felt,is unexplainable. I really love you so much. Im sorry i made you cried by leaving youuu :') but you know right,theres nothing i could do. I never leave you,i never did. I was there with youu,just right there..in your heart.

B,syg janji dgan b. Theres no one could take your place in my heart. I promise you honey. You may be not here close with right now,but im sure you will be in my future. Kite kejar cite-cite kite dulu kayy:) Mwuah baby I love youu muchoooo!

p/s: be strong Biyy,then I will. You're the reason I am strong..you were my everything busukk:) God,give us the strength to face this love that we have in our heart.

Its Written

Im Sorry. For evrything. I didnt mean to make you hurt. I didnt mean to leave you. I didnt mean to make you cry. As even myself is in broken hearted. I dont want this to happen either. I am truly sorry Biyy :'/ Syg minta maaf. Syg pun tak tahu nk buat ape dah. Sayang dah penat,penat sangat mengeluarkan air mata. Sayang tahu Biyy jugak mcm tu. 


Uitm Seri Iskandar,yeahh my new journey of life. Thats where I'll be going soon. Its about first semester holidays. In 14th November. And I have to be in Uitm in 16thNovember. I have no holidays. Yeahh Wataffak! With my parents yang tak faham what I want. Damn It! I really dont know what to do right now but just let the teardrops fall on my face. I have no idea what in da hell I should do. Am I doing the right decision by going? Leaving you alone here? How bad am I right? Gosssssshhhhh :'/ 


Swear to god,I cant face this thing! Sorry :/ for letting you cried just because of me. I love you,truly I do :') and I just cant help it. You want me to go..you think about my future..you let yourself hurt. How could you. I know deep inside your heart you never want me to go. I know,I met you for a reason. A good reason. Eventhough we'll be far apart,you're always and will remained in my heart. I believe in you like you believe in me,by letting me go there,letting my dreams come true and future to be bright.


I promise you,We'll stay together til the end. Til the very end. Iloveyou :')