OMAGOD!!! IM IN LOVE

playing guitar just remind me of him 

there is no more love left in my heart

i wanna bought these thing UP HERE with my OWN MONEY

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     p/s: i love you :)

starting new life without you

herm,its the same ol same ol.same boring holidays.my parents were busying with thre bussiness and here i am with my sis and bro accompanying me at home.haha.bored? duh!! so much.i cnt go jam and shopps due to not knowing hw to drive.err.well. idk when would i take my driving license.mybe later when i moved to kl i guess.taking driving license and working.haha yeahh talking about working,it'll be funny me wearing uniform.i just cant imagined it,and meet up with my friends.of course they would laugh at me,but its okay,thats what we call having the experienced right? haha i missed my besties alot and alot! its almost a year we havent meet up,especially FATEN EMIRA SALIM,daymd missed her and her stupidhilarious jokes. i promised,soon we'll meet up.no matter what happens.i just couldnt loose you and others of my bff!

Living a life with Hilarious BFF's

lately,im having a crazyy life with my bff's tht is mimo,naquia,rashyy and amirul.wth! they really made my day! aww just love you guys tons.can't believe lately i've been staying up late at night.chi chatting with 'em,especially amiruk the beruk! bahaha jyeahh the name that was made especially for him from me and emie.bahaha he really wants a unik name,well there it goes. MIRUK BERUK hahaha serves him right! naquia aka the twins of me has the same fate of life as me.we just chit chatting about his ex whch actually have the same attitude as my ex.well i dnt need to say the names,but i know people who close to me get to know who is it ;) OMFG!!!  guys are no difference,most of them are just the same.so girls! Don't trust guys easily!!

The specs totally make me lookin' NERDY WEIRDY NOOBY

                                                 im already a FREAK NERD peeps! ahaha

The Start Of January

well its been awhile i updated my blog haha too busyyy with life i guess :D HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 wahhh i just cant believe im getting older just by times.this year of course i'll be 18th.*that counts as im old enough errrr.well it's the start of a new year so it'll be the start of my new chapter in the book of my life ;)) fyi,I AM NO LONGER A SCHOOL KID haha jyeahhh.time flies faster than i thought.now im in the middle of a loooong holidays *which i found its so fucking boring! ngeeeee the result of spm will be out in April i think.so im so scared and i dnt know whether i'll be studying in U's.i hope so i would.the government is sooo !@#$%^&*#$%^.im saying that it is because they are focusing too overseas student first then we're the nasionalities of the country.is that the act of GOVERNMENT?? i am so wonderingg.im not gonna talk about my privacy here,im just gonna say something that is okayy too share :D i missed my Besties in KL.i've stayed here in ipoh for a year already.urghhh *dnt knw hw lng would my dad wrking here in this stupid city.i hope it wont take tooo longg cause im tired of this city that has nothing.this new january 2011,i would be a person that holdings wth much more responsibilities.i'll be studying outside which is not in front of my parents anymore.awwww im not sure i cn face that or not.i'll be facing the world that is so muchhh challenging and full with hardships :| bdw,talking about the topic today.this year i want a new start such as i want to HAVE MY OWN MONEY! haha jjyeahhhh thats the point here :D well instead of that i want to WORK and take DRIVING LICENSE.ahahha im sure it'll be awesome *or not hmm! well this is the new world that i'll be facing and chasing :D

the day whre i found borednessss

its mon in the evening.haha.well.fyi,im in a big exam nw whch is spm's trial.so tiring with exams.today is history ppr2 and i thnk i did well.eventho my ppr1 seems doesnt really okay bt im sure i cn get bttr thn bfore. :) im officially in a bad now due to facing people tht does not undrstands the word means PRIVACY.my besties understands who i am really.im nt a good lover.seriously,I AM NOT.i dnt evn knw hw to sty loyal.haha.im kinda more to friends than boyfriends nw.eventho i hve ones now.i dnt evn treat him like a boyfriend.more likely to best friends.why do guys alwys get my nerves on.i dnt like they get into bussiness tht are nt their's.annoying and beyond idiotic,ggrrr.if i say NO,so it means NO.i hate it when guys kept forcing me to do wht i dont wnt to do! so back off and get ur own life! !