I love you Amirul Asyraf

The cute things you do simply tickles my heart. Your smile simply makes my heart beats faster. Your laugh simply cure every of my sadness in seconds. Your touch simply makes me safe in anyway or condition I was in. Your happiness is simply my happiness. You were everything.

Ya Allah,sayangnye saye kat awak,Amirul Asyraf. Dalamnya cinta saye terhadap awak. Susah untuk saye ungkapkan,susah untuk saye buktikan. Tapi itulah kenyataan perasaan saye. Sayangnyaa saye terhadap awak.

I know it is hard for us to trust others. But just trust me. Or trust what my heart says,I really do love you. As deeply as it was. I was so blessed to Allah for having you in my life. You make whats unperfect perfect :') you make my heart beats faster. You were in my mind every second of my life. Well literally,almost all the times :D 

I can say that I never loved anyone else as much as I do love you. I was just so in love with you. With your foolishness. Your honesty. Your pure love towards me. Your guiltiness when you did something wrong and you forgive as you just did a big big mistake. You were just so true :')

I just wanna say here,no matter how often we fight over some things. How bad is our relationship is. How difficult it is for us to face it. I would never leave you. I promise. I will never leave you. Trust me Biyy :) I know its hard to be in a long distance relationship,but if our love is true. Nothing is hard. As long as you were with me,holding my hands all the way.

I missed you. I remember when you kissed me. I remember when you hug me. When your fingers entangled in mines. When your warmnth fired up my soul. I missed you so much. Terribly :(

I wish I could meet you as soon as possible. So that I can shout out loudly that I love you all the time.

p/s: syg pegang janji sayang. syg janji takkan tinggalkan biyy mcm mane biyy jugakk tkkan tinggalkan syg. Iloveyou biyy :') syg rinduu biyy sgtsgt!

My feelings through visual communication

I LOVE YOU!

p/s: dont leave

The hardest thing about love

Its hard to find someone that loves you back like the way you love them :'( Its hard. Really hard.

Dont you think you've change too much?

Im Leaving. Im Sorry.

Dont ask me why.

Whats Happening?

Omg,what is exactly happening right now. Its difficult to say. Hard to explain. I'm completely speechless. Why is it so hard for me to get PRIVACY IN MY LIFE? Stop stalking about my life. I do what I want. I say what I need to say. Feelings cant always be kept in heart. We have to let it out. Especially when it comes to its limit. I've let it out since I've been patience and kept quite for a long time. Its been a year. And you've gone over the limit. My twitter,my life. I never ever mentioned your name in my twitter. Why do you have to stalk everything about my life? Oh dayuuuum! Pls,don't act like a little kid. Be matured and professional -.- Its about time for me to explode. 

I never want to know what happen between you both. Never wanna interrupt or knowing every single inch about it. Since I know its the past and it will always remain as past. Think that way. What's in the past,stays in the past. Don't put grudge inside yourself as it will kills yourself in the inside. Try to move on. I don't know how much you've been hurt by him,but pls. Just forgive him. Its the past. Learn from the past. That's all you can do. No need to grudge and stuff. Idk what the hell is your problem for saying I say bad about you,cause I never did. Its useless. There's a lot of other things I would mention about rather than about you. I know how to handle my own privacy. I wont mentioned about it in the public. Oh god. Don't get it wrong would you.

Move on. Get a new life. Stop insulting him. I've been patience enough. So pls understand. We wont interrupt your life if you don't interrupt ours. Just stop insulting him. I cant accept that no more. Remember. Move on doesn't mean you forgetting. But you chose Happiness over Hurt. Understand that. No one could be able to accept and hear someone insult the person we love the most. And so do I. Imagined if you were in my place. Take a new chance. New love. He's your love in the past. But he's my love right now. In this present. Forget what he did to you. Believe in Allah's destiny. 

Im sorry for everything that I ever said about you,or get you to the heart. I am truly am. I never meant all of it. If I knew it would end up like this,I would had never accept him in my life. Its been two years. I never knew I changed it to a grudge inside you. Just forgive and move on. Plss.

Going back was not the solution

Never go back into an old love, no matter how strong it is. Because it’s like reading a book over and over again, when you already know how it ends.

New Year 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR TWENTY TWELVE!

May this NEW YEAR will be better than LAST YEAR.

May Allah bless this new year and live happily together:)

To my deary boyfriend,

Happy New Year Sayang:)

I Love You!

To bloggers and stalkers,

Happy New Year :D

Yeapp! :D 2011 will be my bitch! Haha.

I bitched alot!

Gonna miss this year alot :')

Since this is the year where I found my true love.

This is the year where I've been tested by Allah,so that I'll be stronger and a patient person.

I've been strong enough and learnt alot in this 2011.

Thanks to Allah,for letting me live longer til this end of the year 2011.

And may Allah blessed this new year of 2012 :D

Half Year Biyy :)

Dear Biyy,

HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARRY:)

I love you. I love you Biyy:') I missed you and I want to be with you,til the very end. Its been 6months or half of the year we've been together. And thanks for everything:) I cant explain how I felt being with you all this time. You gave me happiness like no other. You make me smile eventhough we're far apart. I feel you love. Deep inside my heart. I hope we'll stay like this forever and ever. And also I hope our relationship have Allah's blessing.

Anyway,sorry for the late post. Hewheww :3 been busy lately with assignment and work. So I kinda rarely post here. Im more active on Twitter now. So readers,do follow me on twitter if you like @WnnSymrMr :D Okay lari topik. HAHA :P Anyway,Happy Annie Biyy :)  I love you before,now and forever I will :')

p/s: I hope our relationship may last forever and end up as Husband and Wife.

I love this picture of yours :') the moment when we're so happy. And close to each other. The moment I can see you everyday :') I missed this moment. Truly I am. I love you,I love you every breathe that I take. You're the air that I breathe everyday. Without you,I'll die. Without you,I'll be out of control. You were my everything sayang.

It hurt isn't it? Right? For loving me? You're hurt. But you wont admit it. You wont tell me. You wont make me felt bad about it. I just know you do :| Im so sorry. I don't know how to make it easier for us. Theres just a lot of obstacles in our relationship. Its not about our love. But its about people being jealous and wanna ruin our relationship. Someone who doesn't like about our relationship. And the people is all from my side. Someone I know. Or to be more specifically,my ex :( 

I am sorry. I am truly am sorry. But trust me. I love you. I just don't know why they are so envy to our relationship. I don't care what will happen. Im going to stick to you. Eventhough I have to accept all that bad words from them. I know its my fault for hurting them before. And Im so sorry cause its you that have to burden it. I dont know how to say to you. But I am truly sorry for everything.

Thank you. Thank you for not stopping loving me no matter what it takes you. No matter how much it hurts you :') Rase nak hentak kepale kat dinding bile saye sakitkan hati orang yang saye paling sayang tahu tak. Saye betul betul cintakan awak. So I am sorry for every mistakes that I wronged to you. I promise I will try and keep on trying to fade that hurts from your heart. What happen between us,only we both understands it and feel it. No one else but us.

I love you Biyy :) truly I am. Dont leave. Just dont. Me without you is like a bird without wings. Thank you. Thank you soo much for loving me. 

p/s: me heart you Amirul Asyraf:)

Trust me

Can you see up there? Aren't they just so sweet. See how Rose trust Jack,so deeply. Eventhough they know each other in just a few days. Before love was there in their heart,they trust each other. From there,the love starts to grow inside themselves. Deeply inside Jack & Rose heart. I love these sweet couples eventhough it is just in movies. But from these,it gives a lot of moral values to us.

What Im trying to say here is. Trust is the main roots to Love. Without trust,love wont appears. It is very important to have trust in the person that we love. Without trust,the love that you've owned will completely lost in just a blink of an eye. Instead,you'll experience a lot and a lot of big fight with your lovers. Trust comes first when a couple is in a long - distance relationship. Like people said. long - distance relationship doesn't always worked out. The causes? Of course,there is no trust in each other. 

Even me and my boyfie is in a long - distance relationship. I admit,we sometimes fight,but mostly over small things -.- but it depends on ourselves how to solve and handle the problems. No one else could solve it for you but you and him/her. No matter what,trust. Trust is the main thing in everything. In relationships of lovers,friends,marriage and etc. 

Okay,Im done blogging about trust. Im not trying to say that Im good in everything,but it's something that I want to share with all of you. For me to remind others,especially couples that are in great love :D I sometimes makes mistakes,felt jealous and not trusting in some matters,its okay for you to be beware of any consequences but don't let it control you:)

p/s: to my dearest boyfriend. I trust you. I do. But not 100percently. But I do trust you and everything you said is like a wish comes true for me. Its real:)

Mixed Feelings

The feelings that I am having now. Me myself couldn't even explained it. I felt too many feelings inside me. Reason? No,I couldn't find the reason either. I hate it when I felt this way. Seriously. Hmm,you seems different. Or is it just me. Is it just me that feels that way since you're not different. Sometimes,I felt..I wanna break-up with you. For no reason -.- TEFUK! Gaaaahhhh shit this stupid feelings. I wanna scream out my lungs. I felt abandoned. Im lifeless. Im pathetic. Im hating myself. Shit,go away stupid feelings. Leave me alone. Love me. Accept me. Take it or leave it. Your choice.

Sometimes I think we waste words,we waste our moments. And we don't take the time to say the right things that are in our hearts when we have the chance.

You're the one who let go. But I'm the one who find the strength to walk away without looking back.

I'm the kind of girl who is quiet in large groups or around people I don't know. You only see the real me if we're close. I smile I laugh alot. Especially at the most inappropriate times. Im a hopeless romantic. I trip over air,up stairs and over people's feet. I am the hardest person to offend,but it is all too easy to make me feel horrible.I hate telling people about my problems. They don't need to worry about me. I'm the one who listens to other people's problems. I believe people should not be judged before one takes the time to get to know them,yet I am guilty of doing the exact thing. I love to think rather than talk. I'm awkward,clumsy,shy,strange..but this is me. Take it or leave it.

You're such an ass. You make me fall in your trap and you of all people should know I don't need that.

Sometimes you just need to be alone. Sometimes not even your bestfriend needs to know. Sometimes you need to put up the walls so you can examine yourself in peace and quiet. Sometimes the loud sounds need to fade away, leaving only you and the silence. Thats it.

When I find the keys to happiness,someone changes the lock.

It is a truth universally acknowledged that when one part of your life starts going okay,another fall spectacularly to pieces.

The worst part is that they don't notice. It's not that they hate you,no. If they did,it would be so much easier. If they did,you could hate them right back. Only,they don't. They don't hate you. They just don't notice you. You're not there to them anymore.

When someone walks out of your life,let them. There's no use in wasting your time on people that leave you. What you make yourself and your future is no longer tied to them. Yeah,you may miss them. But remember,you weren't the first one to give up.