ergh the stomach PMS ache is killing me

OMG! i really had a bad bad bad and bad Stomach Ache today.sakit tahap SPEECHLESS la kan.i never have this type of stomach ache before.usually it was just a normal hurt.biaselah perempuan kan.PMS -,- errr maybe dah lame i skip kot =,=' yang peliknye kan,sakit sakit pun sempat aku post pasal ache aku ni.HAHA.gila betul.well im getting better now.Yippie! sebab ade Doctor Pocoyo jage i.hikhik:) so cepatlah im feeling better..

i wake up at 10:30 (anak dara pemalas) -,- then i sedar2 dah pms.at first i felt no hurts,then aftr i take a bath..yeahh the hurt came so sudden and non stop berdenyut denyut mcm hati berdegup.i turun nak makan breakfast but no,i dont have that appetite to eat anything.i makan panadol but not that panadol soluble la kan.it taste Yucks! haha kan kan doctor pocoyo? hehe.then i naik bilik at 12:00 noon.i didnt take any lunch at all..i asyik keluar masuk tandas je.padahal theres nothing i buat pun kat tandas tu.HAHA.kot kot la sakit perut makan salah ke ape kan.then i baring berguling guling atas katil sambil pegang perut i yang macam meragam lapar.then i dont know mcm mane i boleh tetido walaupun tgah sakit -,- maybe sebab i dengar lagu kot.haha thanks to the Music! i tido from 1:00 til 6:30pm..yeahh that is totally a long long rest.and now i felt relieve from the pain,alhamdulillah.


sampai sekarang i didnt eat anything sebab i takut nanti sakit balik,hehe.plus im not even hungry at all..this is the worst stomach pms ache ever la.mcm orang bersalin la kononnye kan,haha over plak i ni.but SERIOUSLY it damn freaking hurt.to girls out there,im sure u guys pernah felt the hurt because of pms or maybe worse than i felt.to guys plak,korang mane pernah rase sebab korang tak pms. =,=  kalau korang sakit tu maybe sakit sebab nak berak or sakit bende lain but not pms.


p/s: Im glad im still alive! haha :D

Pengumuman yang agak terlalu terlebih Penting :)

macam mane aku nak start cite ni ha? aku pun tak tahu.. malu lah nk cite.. hikhik eei budak ni aku cepuk jugak kang gedik terlebih plak die.. elehh nak cepuk cepuk orang plak, penampaq nak? haha mrajuk r cani,nak cepuk cepuk org plak die..eh eh byk nye org nk tahu kisah aku.. kfine aku cite eh.. korang nk bace bace le klau tak nak tekan tanda 'x' sebelah kanan atas sekali kat laptop korang tu ehh >_< 




SAYA GEMBIRA BERSAMA KAMU 




hikhik korang tahu aku gembira dgan sape.ala ce teke ce teke.. si pemakai spec tu le.. ala yang tinggi tinggi rambut mcm vocalist seventeen tu.. err yang handsome tak handsome tu le.. alaa korang ni aku cepuk jugak kang.. teke tak nak so aku tak nak habaq wek! . . . . . . . . . . .  . . . .eh eh mrajuk pulak dah? ye le aku bagitahu.. tapi malu.. tapi aku nk cite.. okay aku sorok malu aku bawah bantal busuk aku jap..nanti aku amek balik malu aku tu..


aku tak larat nak cite dari z-a so aku buat summary je le ehh? essay kang pnjang bebeno..aku tulis memang tulis tapi tak larat nk tulis akhirnye cite ni simpan kat dlam draft blog aku berhabuk berkurun lamanya..nnti nak kene beli bulu ayam nk buang habuk tu plak,makan mase..so aku buat summary je le :)


aku GEMBIRA sekarang ni..aku gembira sebab ade orang GILA di sisi aku yang selalu buat aku GEMBIRA hikhik.. aku kenal die mase form2.. mase kenal pun mcm musuh..aku benci die sebab die buat hilang pen kesayangan aku mase jage kelas (mase tu teman pengawas dgan die) aku jumpe die mesti jeling-jeling sebab benci die..tapi tak sangka orang yang aku benci le yang buat aku GEMBIRA mcm orang terlebih hormon..kiteorang kawan baik dah 4tahun dah termasuk tahun ni. ehem. lamekan? ehem. kiteorang tak pernah gaduh tau. ehem. hebatkan? ehem. bukan nak bangga. ehem. tak de yang nk dikecohkan pun. ehem. alaa korang ade lame mcm kiteorang kawan? ape? ade? o.. kfine aku poyo. orang yang kwan bertahun tahun pun tk poyo mcm aku kan? ni mesti terlebih hormon gembira ni.. skang kiteorang rapat,dah macam couple tapi tak couple pun sebenarnye -,-' die ni pelawak nak mati tapi yang peliknye tak mati mati pun haha.suke buat aku mcam orang tak siuman.. selame 4tahun aku kenal die aku rase aku yang paling rapat and paham die. ceh wah ayat nak perasan je -,- aku senang faham die sebab die ni simple orangnye tapi kadang-kadang aku tersalah faham jugak -,-'

ha ni lah die orangnya.. handsome tak? tak handsome kan? memang tak handsome pun.. die ni kacak je hikhik.. sorry le ni je gambar die yang aku ade.. yang lain tak dak..dah hilang..aku ni memang suke cuai.. sume bnde nak hilang.. nampak suci kan muke die ni? die ni memang suci pun.. die kan laki.. mane ade PMS mcm perempuan.. HAHA.. die ni muke je innocent tapi perangai mcam orang tak siuman.. gile tahap gaban otak die ni.. aku pernah hntr otak die nk direpairkan tapi tak boleh direpair dah.. so kekal la die dgan otak gila die tu.. hikhik.. . . . . . . . . . . . . eh eh jangan pandang gambar die llame.nnti korang terpikat dgan die plak.sape susah? aku lah susah..pandang sepuluh saat je klau lebih aku cepuk kang..tgok tu tgok tu muke die..tersengih sengih mcm selipar koyak aje..

HA! korang kenal tak ni sape? alaa takkan tak kenal kot..ni la POCOYO! comel kan kan? aku paling suke cartoon ni sebab die comel then manja.saya panggil budak kat atas tu Pocoyo sebab die mcm pocoyo..itu name manje die okay..korangg jgn nk copy and paste eh name tu..kang aku cepuk kang nak? aku tahu tak sakit mane aku cepuk kau tapi sakit le jugak.so jangan gedik,harap maklum:) budak kat atas tu lebih kurang mcm pocoyo jugak. die manja patu ngade-ngade patu gedik terlebih patu prangai mcm nak orang bagi flying kick je. ha mcm tu la. nak je aku tumbuk pocoyo ni.. comel bebeno.




HA! ni perangai si pocoyo lagi satu.KUAT MERAJUK! budak kat ats tu fulamakk tahap mrajukk die..mcm haihh..mcam ape tu name die.. alaa korangg ni tolong lah ingatkan aku..otak aku jam jap ni..alaa ha! mcm pocoyo la =,= hikhik..sikit sikit merajuk sikit sikit muncung.kalau die merajuk saye sumbat botol susu dalam mulut die so die senyap tros tido mati.

pocoyo saye jugak seorang yang pemalu tau.die punye malu fuhh kalah 9nafsu perempuan..hikhik..aku perempuan pun tak malu mcm die..err pelik kan laki ni? memang pelik pun..tapi die declare diri die unik..prasan gile die tu..unik le sangat..unik dgan pelik pun tak tahu nak beza..unik tu saye..awak tu baru pelik..die ni pelik klau makan burger memang tak sah kalau satu je.suka tido sepanjang hari.malam malam jadik burung hantu..subuh baru nk tutup mate.tapi BANGUN AWAL =,=' mcm mne tu? aku tido awal ke lambat ke TETAP bangun lambat.haihh..ha die ni jgak tak dengar cakap.degil gila nak $%^&*.suke kacau orang tido tgah malam.call byk kali smpai bergegar kpale aku sb handphone vibrate.pagi2 pun same,dengki le tu org mimpi psal laki lain..ops! 0_0 haha gedik gile kan die ni? nasib aku sayang die kalau tak memang dah kene cepuk-cepuk dah.nakal kan die ni? mcm POCOYO =,= patu patu suka MENGUSIK ORANG! grrr

HA! pocoyo saye kat ats tu suka berkaraoke mcm pocoyo kat sebelah ni jugak.pocoyo ni suke joget joget argh! geramnye aku nk aje aku sepak pocoyo ni kang! hikhik..bila die joget mesti comel gile patu aku plak gelak sesorang mcm orang tak betul -,- saya sayang Pocoyo saya! gedik plak aku ni kan? haha biarlah..korang ade pocoyo? takde kan? aku ade.wek! pocoyo saye suke pkai topi mcm pocoyo kat sebelah ni.wlaupun die ckp die tk suke tpi saye tahu die suke sebab aku ni kan Powerpuff Girl so aku tahu lah.hehe..rambut die panjang tau skang ni.panjang patu macam vocalist seperti yang aku mention kat atas tadi..hah? korang lupe mcm sape? ehh pergi check balik kat tu.aku malas nak tulis due kali.kang die prasan terlebih plak kan..






HA! inilah summary saye:) amacam pendek kan? haha kesian kat korang sape yang bace tapi penat lagi aku yang tulis tau tak hikhik..aku saje post cite tak menarik ni,suke suke katekan:) dah boring and for your information kalau ade pasal korang kat blog aku maknenye aku appreciate korang gila vavi r kan. . . . .eh eh..tak yah la check old lapuk post aku..malu eden hikhik..tkde pun psal kau.jgn pasan..so tk pyah check sgt la kan..tak menarik pun psal life aku ni..life korang menarik lagi hikhik :D amd and to the girl's out there please TAKE-A-NOTE. He is not TAKEN yet.kiteorang tak couple pun tapi bujet mcm couple je so klau korangg nak menggatal nak menggedik nak mengada ngada nak bermanja manja ke dipersilakan la okay..aku tak jealous ( jealous aku tahap 20% je oky -,- )hikhik sebabnya? aku tahu budak kat ats ni tak nak kat kome.Hati die ade aku sorang je tau,aku dah kunci hati die so korang tak bleh masuk..wek! ceh yakin terlebih plak aku ni.but ape pun aku caye kat die.aku tahu die sayang aku wlaupun hbungan kiteorng blum dideclarekan lagi:) aku pasti aku dapat handle rumah tak bertangga aku ni dgan die..hehe:D walau complicated manepun hubungan aku ni dgan die sekarang dan nanti kemudian aku pasti takkan putus asa and kiteorang akan sayang antara satu sama lain..kan gemuk? hehe:) ececeh ayat aku..nak jiwang aje.. hah??! korang nk muntah..jap jap. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .amek ni aku tahu mesti ade readers yang nak muntah so aku dah sediakan baldi siap-siap.nah! amek baldi ni gi muntah jauh jauh.kang hilang bau minyak wangi lancome aku kang.

so tu je la aku nk cite:) tak hebat mcm kisah cinta Adam & Hawa,Romeo & Juliet,Beauty & the Beast tapi boleh tahan la hebatnya kisah cinta Miruk & Meow ni.haha! so conclusionnye is.. 

i really love my

Friendship is a rare jewel that shines,

Only when you give it a sunny smile

Friendship is a lock that opens,

Only when you unlock your true self to it

Friendship is a song,which is sung,

Only when you know its rhythm

Friendship is a dream,which comes true,

Only when you believe in it

Friendship is a throne,on which u can sit,

Only when you share your kingdom with it

Frndship is a path,which you will find,

Only when you know you are lost

Friendship is a hand that holds yours,

Only when you extend yours

Friendship is an album of reminiscences, which u can leaf through,

Only when you cherish it

Friendship is a lamp,which lights,

Only when you know it will assuage ur heart

Friendship is a lantern,which glows,

Only when you need the warmth of it

Friendship is a language,which you speak,

Only when you know the meaning of it

Friendship is a pot of feelings, which you can smell,

Only when you have a true friend

Relationship

1. Never feel guilty about not able to cook But do worry about not leading a healthy life style.

2. Never feel guilty about earning more than him. But do worry about not having time for each other.

3. Never feel guilty about not having children But do worry about not making an informed decision.

4. Never feel guilty about not following his life principle. But do worry about biasing the children.

5. Never feel guilty about keeping your surname. But do worry about not understanding the implications of being couple.

6. Never feel guilty about walking out of your marriage or partnership. But do worry about making snap judgments about your partner.

7. Never feel guilty about saying no to sex But do worry about allowing days to turn into months and months to turn into problem.

Why Guys Love Girls:)

Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo

2. The way their heads always find the right spot on your shoulder

3. How cute they look when they sleep

4. The ease in which they fit into your arms

5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world

6. How cute they are when they eat

7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while

8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside

9. The way they look good no matter what they wear

10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth

11. How cute they are when they argue

12. The way her hand always finds yours

13. The way they smile

14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight

15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....

16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them

17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"

18. Actually ... Just the way they kiss you...

19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry

20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly

21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt

22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!

23. The way they say "I miss you"

24. The way you miss them

25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....

Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... It matters not. Because once in your life,Whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice.It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

Resolving Conflicts With Best Friends

Fighting with friends is tough all around. We often say things we don't mean and feelings get hurt. Occasionally, no one wants to admit they were wrong and no one wants to apologize; it seems as though the situation is beyond repair. There are many ways to resolve conflicts with friends. Here are some things you can do to start down the road to conflict resolution.

Step 1 Calm down. No one thinks rationally when emotionally worked up. Give yourself time to calm down before even thinking of the subject of the conflict again.

Step 2 Give each other respect. Without first respecting your friend, it is unlikely that the conflict will be resolved amicably.

Step 3 Give each other space. When the conflict has become too heated, walk away.

Step 4 Give each other time. Time to cool off will help all parties involved think things over in a rational manner.

Step 5 Respect each other's space and time. Everybody's different. Your friend may need a week before he is ready to resolve the conflict and you may need only a day. Give him the time he needs.

Step 6 Communicate. Not talking only makes matters worse. Periodically contact your friend to let her know that you still care about her.

Step 7 Listen well. Listen intently and focus on his point of view with an open mind.

Step 8 Choose your words wisely. Avoid accusatory phrases like "you never," "you always" or "why would you."

Step 9 Leave out the "but." When your friend asks if you accept his apology don't say "yes, but..." It's a conditional acceptance and can lead to more hurt feelings. The same goes for "I understand, but.."

Step 10 Let it go. If you can't find common ground, agree to disagree and let it go. Nothing good will come out of the conflict if you don't.

When A Girl..

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.. 

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. 

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. 

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. 

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying. 

When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever. 

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. 

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it. 

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that. 

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... 

Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot. 

who calls you back when you hang up on him. 

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. 

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. 

Who holds your hand in front of his friends. 

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. 

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

These are some of the romantic countries in the world.

H.O.L.L.A.N.D. - Hope Our Love Lasts And Never Dies.

I.T.A.L.Y. - I Trust And Love You.

L.I.B.Y.A. - Love Is Beautiful; You Also.

F.R.A.N.C.E. - Friendships Remain And Never Can End.

C.H.I.N.A. - Come Here.. I Need Affection.

B.U.R.M.A. - Between Us, Remember Me Always.

N.E.P.A.L. - Never Ever Part As Lovers.

I.N.D.I.A. - I Nearly Died In Adoration.

K.E.N.Y.A. - Keep Everything Nice, Yet Arousing.

C.A.N.A.D.A. - Cute And Naughty Action that Developed into Attraction.

K.O.R.E.A. - Keep Optimistic Regardless of Every Adversity.

E.G.Y.P.T. - Everything's Great, You Pretty Thing!

M.A.N.I.L.A. - May All Nights Inspire Love Always.

T.H.A.I.L.A.N.D - Totally Happy. Always In Love And Never Dull.

10 Worst Way To Break Up

A breakup is a serious, earth-shattering moment that in most cases leads to a long road of emotional recovery.

The 10 Worst Ways to Break Up With Someone

10. ON VACATION: Who would you most likely want to be stuck on a deserted island with? Not someone who's just told you "it's not working out," we're quite sure. Not only have you now wasted your time and money, but you can't leave the situation easily without added plane fares and stress. If this happens to you, break away and turn your trip into a rejuvenating self-improvement retreat... you'll need it.

9. IN A TEXT MESSAGE: Ah, the text. The modern-day version of the Post-It. Too wussy to do it in person? Text away, wuss.

8. ON FACEBOOK: Nothing like logging on to find your loved one tagged in a compromising photo with a complete stranger...to you, at least. Why this is called the "World Wide Web" and some people can't figure out how they got busted is beyond us. Besides, it's way too trendy these days - be original, people!

7. AROUND THE FAMILY: Don't make it a family affair - you'll seriously regret it. Whether at a sibling's wedding (see #6), a family vacation (see #10), or meeting the family for the first time (really!?), this one is clearly ridden with minefields that will lead to nothing but trouble. If this happens to you, at least you've got your "people" nearby to protect you, support you, and promptly kick your brand-new-ex to the curb.

6. AT A WEDDING: The wedding. The defining moment for any couple. The pinnacle of celebrating relationships and love. The day they'll remember as the best day of their lives. Forever. Guess the pressure got to you, huh?

5. AT YOUR "SPECIAL PLACE": That restaurant where we had our first date...the bar where you told me you loved me...the bench in the park where we'd sit every Sunday... Why on earth would anyone think this is a good idea? Let the special place stay special. Just like there are other fish in the sea, there are other places in the whole world. If they can't find another place, you should definitely find another fish.

4. IN BED: Come again? Talk about ruining the mood. At least wait until you're clothed. This one is so embarrassing that we're having visions of the recurring dream where you're on stage in front of everyone you know in nothing but your underwear. Except you're not even wearing underwear.

3. ON VALENTINE'S DAY: There are 365 days in the year, and ONE dedicated to celebrating love. It's not like you can't claim you didn't "know" it was Valentine's Day - the stores, the ads, the cards have been in your face for weeks. Pick another day. It's that simple. Don't ruin this day forever for someone, unless you're really in need of some bad karma. (New Year's Eve and Birthdays received honorable mentions.)

2. BY DOING NOTHING: It was tough not giving this the Number 1 honor, and we're still not sure. Being forced to figure something out by yourself is sometimes the hardest and most humiliating thing of all. Coming home to find your love gone, with no note, no calls, no anything may just be the worst way to handle a breakup. It is definitely the WIMPIEST. Just remember that. You do this, you are weak.

1. BY CHEATING: Sadly, this is the most common response we received - and the stories ran the gamut, from the one-night-stand, to the ongoing affair, to the ongoing affair that you only found out about via "the new person," to the unspeakable announcement that your boyfriend or girlfriend is engaged to someone else (WHAT?!?). To these we simply say, come ON. Just break it off before you cheat. You won't hurt our feelings, we promise.The bottom line to all of this? If this happened to you, we can 100% guarantee that you are better off without this person in your life. If THIS is the way they think is appropriate to end a relationship, imagine how they would handle life's other challenges. Not well, we're guessing. Time for you to bounce back and move forward to someone who deserves you and your love.

It tears me up deep inside to see you like that

You're only asking for someone to be by your side when it gets dark, when it gets cold

Searching for stability

I told you times and times before

I could have given the world to you, I could have given my life for you

But you didn't ask me to, you didn't want me to

You're the one to blame, you said no to all this

I see where it has taken you to…

and I'm sorry boy but you deserve it all…

p/s:i've been your heaven and now i'll be your hell,Al Fikri Roslan.

It will stay the same like we used to

I can see the way it's all goona go down

Feels so wrong to be right

The same pattern going and going

Wish it would be diffrent now

Wish I could rewind from the start

But I just can't

There you are…

Standing still…Breathing still…Sleeping stil…

The only thing I can do is to watch you

You look so peaceful

Wish I could care less

But here I am, scared like hell

Writing these stupid words

Waiting for time to come and grab you away from me…

How soon?…

We'll see

In Another Lifetime

In another lifetime, I was yours.

In another lifetime, we made stupid promises.

I was a fool, I guess we both were.

It's been over a year now, over a year now that you've stole my innocence.

A few months ago, we were in love head over heels… In fact, I was.

Feels like another lifetime. 

Sometimes I wonder it you were true, If you believed all those things you said.

We could have been history,

We could have shown all the skepticals what love was all about.Along the way,you never gave up.

It's been a few months now and I still remember how it felt.I love you and always be.

I hope things goes smoothly,i take your words now..that you said that you will love me,i suddenly smile and believe what you said..

To trust or Not to trust

5 letter word, so easy to say but to actually trust someone is so much harder. It takes ages to build but only takes a second to destroy. And now people I used to trust try to merge back into my life (or what's left of it). What should I do? Let her back and risk to lose everything again once things get a little difficult? Reject her and stay  on my own? Could I trust her ever again? Will I miss out on a life I once had? Can I count on her to get me through hard time knowing they've already failed last time? Will I ever be able to call her ''Friends'' again?

Apa yang harus aku lakukan

untuk membuat kau mencintaiku

segala upaya telah ku lakukan untukmu

apa yang harus aku lakukan

untuk membuat kau menyayangiku

inilah aku yang memilih kau untukku

Kerna aku mencintaimu 

dan hatiku hanya untukmu

tak akan menyerah

dan takkan berhenti mencintaimu

ku berjuang dalam hidupku

untuk selalu memilikimu

seumur hidupku setulus hatiku

                 HANYA UNTUKMU

p/s: i love you:)

In Memory of Junko Furuta : The Girl Who Got Tortured of 44 Days!

This is one of the most notorious and worst cases of torture murder ever recorded in history. It is also one of the most horrifying and heartbreaking.

Exactly twenty years ago, a sixteen year-old girl was going through the most unimaginable pain, waiting for the endless suffering she was going through to end. For 44 days, nobody helped her.

Her killers are now free men. Justice has never been served, not even after 20 years.

Once you hear the story, it is not easily forgotten. Her 44 days of suffering will forever be known.

DAY 1: November 22, 1988:

Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy’s girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988:

Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn’t accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989:

Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns

Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30:

Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40:

Begged her torturers to “kill her and get it over with”

January 1, 1989:

Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989:

The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle’s flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.
They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta’s unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering, and this is why this group has been made.

Invite your friends. Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.