New Year 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR TWENTY TWELVE!

May this NEW YEAR will be better than LAST YEAR.

May Allah bless this new year and live happily together:)

To my deary boyfriend,

Happy New Year Sayang:)

I Love You!

To bloggers and stalkers,

Happy New Year :D

Yeapp! :D 2011 will be my bitch! Haha.

I bitched alot!

Gonna miss this year alot :')

Since this is the year where I found my true love.

This is the year where I've been tested by Allah,so that I'll be stronger and a patient person.

I've been strong enough and learnt alot in this 2011.

Thanks to Allah,for letting me live longer til this end of the year 2011.

And may Allah blessed this new year of 2012 :D

Half Year Biyy :)

Dear Biyy,

HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARRY:)

I love you. I love you Biyy:') I missed you and I want to be with you,til the very end. Its been 6months or half of the year we've been together. And thanks for everything:) I cant explain how I felt being with you all this time. You gave me happiness like no other. You make me smile eventhough we're far apart. I feel you love. Deep inside my heart. I hope we'll stay like this forever and ever. And also I hope our relationship have Allah's blessing.

Anyway,sorry for the late post. Hewheww :3 been busy lately with assignment and work. So I kinda rarely post here. Im more active on Twitter now. So readers,do follow me on twitter if you like @WnnSymrMr :D Okay lari topik. HAHA :P Anyway,Happy Annie Biyy :)  I love you before,now and forever I will :')

p/s: I hope our relationship may last forever and end up as Husband and Wife.

I love this picture of yours :') the moment when we're so happy. And close to each other. The moment I can see you everyday :') I missed this moment. Truly I am. I love you,I love you every breathe that I take. You're the air that I breathe everyday. Without you,I'll die. Without you,I'll be out of control. You were my everything sayang.

It hurt isn't it? Right? For loving me? You're hurt. But you wont admit it. You wont tell me. You wont make me felt bad about it. I just know you do :| Im so sorry. I don't know how to make it easier for us. Theres just a lot of obstacles in our relationship. Its not about our love. But its about people being jealous and wanna ruin our relationship. Someone who doesn't like about our relationship. And the people is all from my side. Someone I know. Or to be more specifically,my ex :( 

I am sorry. I am truly am sorry. But trust me. I love you. I just don't know why they are so envy to our relationship. I don't care what will happen. Im going to stick to you. Eventhough I have to accept all that bad words from them. I know its my fault for hurting them before. And Im so sorry cause its you that have to burden it. I dont know how to say to you. But I am truly sorry for everything.

Thank you. Thank you for not stopping loving me no matter what it takes you. No matter how much it hurts you :') Rase nak hentak kepale kat dinding bile saye sakitkan hati orang yang saye paling sayang tahu tak. Saye betul betul cintakan awak. So I am sorry for every mistakes that I wronged to you. I promise I will try and keep on trying to fade that hurts from your heart. What happen between us,only we both understands it and feel it. No one else but us.

I love you Biyy :) truly I am. Dont leave. Just dont. Me without you is like a bird without wings. Thank you. Thank you soo much for loving me. 

p/s: me heart you Amirul Asyraf:)

Trust me

Can you see up there? Aren't they just so sweet. See how Rose trust Jack,so deeply. Eventhough they know each other in just a few days. Before love was there in their heart,they trust each other. From there,the love starts to grow inside themselves. Deeply inside Jack & Rose heart. I love these sweet couples eventhough it is just in movies. But from these,it gives a lot of moral values to us.

What Im trying to say here is. Trust is the main roots to Love. Without trust,love wont appears. It is very important to have trust in the person that we love. Without trust,the love that you've owned will completely lost in just a blink of an eye. Instead,you'll experience a lot and a lot of big fight with your lovers. Trust comes first when a couple is in a long - distance relationship. Like people said. long - distance relationship doesn't always worked out. The causes? Of course,there is no trust in each other. 

Even me and my boyfie is in a long - distance relationship. I admit,we sometimes fight,but mostly over small things -.- but it depends on ourselves how to solve and handle the problems. No one else could solve it for you but you and him/her. No matter what,trust. Trust is the main thing in everything. In relationships of lovers,friends,marriage and etc. 

Okay,Im done blogging about trust. Im not trying to say that Im good in everything,but it's something that I want to share with all of you. For me to remind others,especially couples that are in great love :D I sometimes makes mistakes,felt jealous and not trusting in some matters,its okay for you to be beware of any consequences but don't let it control you:)

p/s: to my dearest boyfriend. I trust you. I do. But not 100percently. But I do trust you and everything you said is like a wish comes true for me. Its real:)

Mixed Feelings

The feelings that I am having now. Me myself couldn't even explained it. I felt too many feelings inside me. Reason? No,I couldn't find the reason either. I hate it when I felt this way. Seriously. Hmm,you seems different. Or is it just me. Is it just me that feels that way since you're not different. Sometimes,I felt..I wanna break-up with you. For no reason -.- TEFUK! Gaaaahhhh shit this stupid feelings. I wanna scream out my lungs. I felt abandoned. Im lifeless. Im pathetic. Im hating myself. Shit,go away stupid feelings. Leave me alone. Love me. Accept me. Take it or leave it. Your choice.

Sometimes I think we waste words,we waste our moments. And we don't take the time to say the right things that are in our hearts when we have the chance.

You're the one who let go. But I'm the one who find the strength to walk away without looking back.

I'm the kind of girl who is quiet in large groups or around people I don't know. You only see the real me if we're close. I smile I laugh alot. Especially at the most inappropriate times. Im a hopeless romantic. I trip over air,up stairs and over people's feet. I am the hardest person to offend,but it is all too easy to make me feel horrible.I hate telling people about my problems. They don't need to worry about me. I'm the one who listens to other people's problems. I believe people should not be judged before one takes the time to get to know them,yet I am guilty of doing the exact thing. I love to think rather than talk. I'm awkward,clumsy,shy,strange..but this is me. Take it or leave it.

You're such an ass. You make me fall in your trap and you of all people should know I don't need that.

Sometimes you just need to be alone. Sometimes not even your bestfriend needs to know. Sometimes you need to put up the walls so you can examine yourself in peace and quiet. Sometimes the loud sounds need to fade away, leaving only you and the silence. Thats it.

When I find the keys to happiness,someone changes the lock.

It is a truth universally acknowledged that when one part of your life starts going okay,another fall spectacularly to pieces.

The worst part is that they don't notice. It's not that they hate you,no. If they did,it would be so much easier. If they did,you could hate them right back. Only,they don't. They don't hate you. They just don't notice you. You're not there to them anymore.

When someone walks out of your life,let them. There's no use in wasting your time on people that leave you. What you make yourself and your future is no longer tied to them. Yeah,you may miss them. But remember,you weren't the first one to give up.

Pain makes you stronger,tears make you braver,heartbreak makes you wiser. So thank the past for a better future.

There's that occasional night where you just break down and cry because you know that no matter what,things will never be the same.

The most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you. It is when you don't understand yourself.

Beginning are usually scary and endings are usually sad,but it's the middle that counts.

Sometimes we joke,and sometimes we're serious. Sometimes just random talking and sometimes we dont talk at all. Not sometimes,but all of the times I feel comfortable with you,and I trust you with every word I say. You're my best friend 

FATEN EMIRA BINTI SALEM 

p/s: I don't expect for you to read this post just to impress you or anything. But it is what I feel since I really missed the time we had before. The togetherness in everything. I missed you so badly. When I'm not talking to you,it doesn't mean I already forgotten you or I don't care. The feelings and the strength of our friendship can never be broken. The bond between us is as strong as the waterfall:) Sorry for the ignorance. But seriously,I never forgotten you. 


Sincerely,


Meow's tiny little heart:)

There comes a point where you have to let go. No matter how hard it is. You have to quit telling yourself he'll come back. Because if he wanted to,he'd be here by now. Im not going to lie,its going to hurt. You're going to be broken. But its not about how we break,its about how we pick ourselves after that matters. your heart will never be the same,but make it a lesson learned,not a regret. So write his name on a pieces of paper and burn it. Get your phone and delete his number. Delete the old text messages you've kept. You're only making yourself miserable. Take a deep breathe,and let him out of your heart.

1:35pm,9th December 2011

The date:) when I get to meet you. Since the last time we met is the past 2months. THANK YOU FOR THE SURPRISE :D I was so greatful and happy when you make this surprise. Suddenly,when you give a text saying that you are here. My heart stops instantly :O damnn I thought you're fooling around,but then you're actually not. I was shocked for awhile. Im so happy. No one can describe how I felt when I get to meet you yesterday:') Thank you..thank you soo much honey. I love you. I admit,I had a very good time with you. Eventhough its just awhile. SERIOUSLY,I was so happy. God,wish you would just stay with me without leaving me here.

The moment when I have to see your car passed through leaving me here,again. I was so broken and lefted. The feelings of being left was inside my heart. Suddenly,my tears fell down watching you leave. And again. I have to face the feelings of 'missing you' all over again. Gain my strength back after you go. Its okay:') I'll be fine. Atleast I get to meet you,and see you. Im glad you're just fine. You're just the same. You haven't change:') Thank you for everything. I really appreciate it.

You know I will always love you. Stay. Stay with me. Here inside my heart. Dont leave. I'll be here for you,just close your eyes,and I'll be near to you. I miss you now. So badly. Hmm,anyway,again thank you for the surprise :D Me heart you Amirul Asyraf.

p/s: til the next time we meet again. Ill be here waiting for you to come again and see me,love you.

The girls like you and me

Here's to girls who aren't always okay, the ones who get mad at their friends over the stupidest things. The girls who stay strong and always strive to win even during the toughest battles. Who push guys away because they are afraid of commitment and judgement. The girls who don't let people in easily and once they do they don't let go until the other gives up on them. The girls like you and me.