is this LOVE or WHAT

my my its been awhile since i last update my blog:) been busying with controlling feelings of taking spm's result,now i feel relieve oh yeahh i do :D im kinda happy with my result evnthough its not that good.yeahh facing the BIG family problems last year and facing spm.i guess my result worth it.what makes me happy is.I GOT A KISS FROM MY DAD.its been along time since i get that kiss from him.well you know,he's been busy working non stop so yeahh.and i love him so fucking much! *eventhough he's always busy wth work work and work.But,when i get my result,i know i can get better than that.and im quite sad i didnt get many A's like my spm trial.anything, i am BLESSED THANKFUL AND GREATFUL.Thank you god for hearing my prayers all this time.and i hope that my success wont stop here but this is just the THE BEGINNING OF STARTING.okay thats it.HAHA! malas nak tulis panjang2.nanti korang pun boring nk bace psal LOVE THINGY ni.anything,i love MY DAD and MUMMY so F MUCH.i'll be studying HARDER after this.i wont stop here but WILL keep on HOLDING BOOKS til i get my MASTER.and repay all your KINDNESS of TAKING CARE of me until now:')

What Should I Do?

What Should I Do

if my heart starting to love him

What Should I Do

if i want to be with him

What Should I Do

if i want to be in his heart

What Should I Do

if im starting to missed him

What Should I Do

if everyday i kept thinking of him

What Should I Do

if i want him to love me

What Should I Do

if i want him to feel like what i feel towards him

What Should I Do

if i want him to miss me like i miss him

 
What Should I Do

if i want to feel his touch of love

What Should I Do

if i want to own him

What Should I Do

if i dont want to lose him

What Should I Do

if i want to feel his warmthness

What Should I Do

if i cant stop loving him

What Should I Do

if i want to make him always be by my side

What Should I Do

if i cant fade this love of mine towards him

What Should I Do
if i want to be with him forever and ever 

When she was in gred 5

here's another story for me to share with you bloggers.i think its a  FUNNY story for me that i want you guys to laugh about :D this time its about my Beloved Mother hahahahaha omagod! i just cant stop laughing about it.she just story about her childhood and i totally laugh about this one incident where even my mum cant simply FORGET IT TIL NOW!!! seriously its something yang not many people does or.or perhaps its just only my mum who did it.at first,memang Kesian then Funny pun ade.hahaha! smpai i pergi tandas and buang air kecil tau tak!
okay lets start,i baring lah atas katil smbil dgar mp5 then mama msuk bilik and join the club! mama bbaring and start laughing for no reason.OMAGOD! she's gone mad! ahaha actually she was thinking about her   funny childhood that im about to story to you.my mum was laughing and all i could do is by asking 'da gile ke?' she stared at me and stop laughing and look quite serious and then she LAUGH againn.dalam kpale otak i is 'da gile ke ape org tua ni' hahahahahhahah! then she start storying.bila my mum was in GRED 5,mama i ade experience this thing with BABY CHICKEN! at this time mam i stay kat kampung,well orang dulu dulu kala katekan.ngee(: ade
 la anak ayam sekor ni mama saye nmpk jalan dh terhuyu hayang.mama saye ckap SAKIT anak ayam 
tu.bdw,cita cita my mum ni kononnye dulu nak jdik DOKTOR.so mama pun usap usap la anak ayam tu.AT
 FIRST,mama i ni usap usap la llame patu mama i ckap sndrian 'ayam,ko sakit ni yam,tkpe biar aku jage 
ko.jap tau aku bagi ko suntikan antibiotik tpi kne than sikit tau' mama i ni pun ambil lah pin yang tah dtgnye dri
 mne *mybe pin lampin kot,mwahahahaha :D then cucuk kat bontot anak ayam tu.mama i ckap die mengeluarkan bunyik mcm ni PEKOOOOOOOOOKKKKKKK!!!! bila mama i bagi suntikan antibiotik sebanyak 5KALI! mama i ni punyelah nakal die gi lah GALI tanah and masukkan anak ayam tu and TANAM HIDUP HIDUP! kejam kan kan? Masyallah.and then mama i ni gi plak KOREK and kasi suntikan antibiotik AGAIN! *aku pasti anak ayam tu dh lemah longlai. anak ayam tu dh la gemok bab kate my mum la en,hahaha sabar je.ops! back to the story(: after bagi suntikan buat kali ke-6 mama i tanam balik anak ayam tu and korek balik and again bagi suntikan smpai lah my mum ni dh naik boring main dgan anak ayam tu my mum Tanam For Good,ALIVE! she was thnkful that her mum(nenek i la) tak tahu about this killing thingy tht she just didt! bahahahah! actually,i dont concern about nenek i mrah my mum.i concern about the MUMMY TO THE BABY CHICKEN.buatnye dikokak ibu ayam tu if die nmpk anak die kne dere dgan teramat kejam.hahaha main kejar2 la my mum dgan ibu ayam tu kan kan?kesian adik beradik anak ayam tu en? hilang sorang anggota family dorang.Dalam keadaan yang menyayat hati plak tu.haihh mama mama.dh disuntik dgn pin pkai lampin,yang pi tanam tu buat ape.kesian ank ayam tu.tanam for once takpe.ni tanam korek tanam korek.seksa anak ayam tu.Hebatkan my mum jadik DOCTOR? doctor veterinar katekan.HAHAHAHA! can you guys imagine how bad and nakal is my mum? eventhough she looks so INNOCENT??? thats wht she's been thinking about and laugh to herself,how naughty she is before in childhood life.mama i ckap she regret but funny pon ade.Atlast,that anak ayam meninggal dengan keadaan yang amat mengerikan and dianiayai oleh my mum.hahahaah! my mum siap ckap lagi 'bile dah mati nnti mesti anak ayam tu enjek bontot aku mcm mne aku enjek bontot die dulu'.hahaha! its so damn fuking funni when i look at my mums expressions.well,yeahh:) thts the story about tht i wanna share with you guys bloggers.its just another syamira's notes for you guys to read and enjoy the laughters together:)


it mybe a hilarious story or mybe not but it does makes me laugh like shit! :D my mum was so funny and mean as well.but she was still a kids,they do hve they own way to be naughty.tht is my mums way.hahaha and about my naughty childhood? it;ll be COMING SOON(:  Thanks for reading another of my LIMITED EDITION STORIES.

My weird eyes thats always make people misunderstand

heres another stupid story :) haha pelik pelik.sumpah pelik dgan mata eden ini.why does people ALWAYS get misunderstand with my eyes.i tau mata i SEPET and like some people says mate i jugak SEXY bahahahaah tak tahu lah tang mne yang dorang nmpak keseksian mate i ni.bdw,THANKS for the criticize and pujian peeps :D tpi i just dnt get it knapa people always misunderstand dgan mate i and cara i pandang orang lain.ade lah orang ni prasan terlampau kononnya i jeling die padahal i just pandang dgan pandangan biase je.hahaha bende ni klau jadik sekali sekala its okay la.but ALWAYS!!! when i look at people with just an ordinary looks dorang thought i jeling but when i jeling dorang anngap its just an ordinary looks.hahaha stupid betol! pffftt anywayss ade junior i kat skolah smpai jumpe i and ask me whether i hate her or not or having any problems because she waas some kinda my adik angkat,i give her a weird look and say so not! why sist ckp mcm tu? then she said hari tu sist mcm jeling kat adik je,sist marah dgn adik ke? i was in silent for awhile then i LAUGHED! i explain to her that my eyes ni memang pelik and alot and alot peeps misunderstand dgn mate i.hahahaha she just gave me some kinda guilty looks then fr no reasons and so not my fault i apologized to her.this is not the first incident that happens to me so i really understand and get used to it.and some people hate me just by the way i look at them (which its just an ordinary look but thought as a bad looks,errr :| ) but  its so okayy with me (: i know i didnt have bad intentions to them.its just my eyes fault :| after this im so not gonna look at people fr a long long time.so PEEPS! please if i look at you and you think its some kind of BAD LOOK,just thought it was nothing,its just some thingy probs dgn mate i.hehe so please.imma NICE GIRL 0:) so theres no reason for me to jeling kat you guys especially SOMEONE YANG I DONT KNOW AND TAK RAPAT INSTEAD THERES A HOT GOSSIP ABOUT YOU THAT MAKES PEOPLE TALKIN' BAD ABOUT YOU :D TERJAH! TERJAH! (AYT TWINS I-NURUL NAQUIA :D ) but ape ape pun IM GREATFUL to have this perfect eyes and maybe weird abit :) it maybe weird but it is some kinda SEXYISH! woot woot ((: so yeah tht is wht about i wanna share to you guys about.its nothing special its just LIMITED EDITION STORIES :D

1 Perfect Best Friends

heyh yahh peeps! (: im so fucking bored right now and i dont know why im kinda sorta in the Bad Mood :| maybe its the full moon for me,ahaha! bdw,tday i just wanna story about my 1 Perfect Best Friends and that is Faten Emira.i've known her since like a few years ago and true we have alot and alot of Memories Together :D i love her like so fucking much! and of course i can't find the laughters and being the real me without these one peepmunks :) for me,without her in my life,it would be Unperfect and Weird.its funny when i remembered our old days in high school and especially How We Met.lets start frm the very bginning.i first met her is when it was my first day in government high school (which is my first time schooling in gvernment school) i was in the class named 1 Ikhlas.there it was my first time wearing tudung and seriously i look like Ustazah (thts wht faten said) hahaha and you know wht readers,faten emira didnt wear tudungs with her slumbery faces unshy. Bahahah! seriously its funny.its the first day of registration into classes.so i dnt know anyone and of course nt rlly good in speaking malay at school.my mum and fatens mum were sitting beside each other outside of the classes but me and her,we were sitting separately in the class because i dnt even knw anyone and ofcourse i am shy.then my mum shouted at me to sit beside fatens and so i did.i was shy and i dnt evn knw wht to tlked about wth her because fatens also in silent.suddenly we were talking and knowing each other.she was my FIRST FRIEND in that class and i nver thought that we would end being friends UNTIL NOW.well,now look at us,we were grown ups and no longer a high school kid.i was Blessed to Allah for giving me a friend like Faten Emira that is truly understands me deeply and stick to me as best friends until today at this moment im typing this post.she was one TRUE FRIEND :) i just cant lose her because it would be so damn freaking strange to me.she was the only person that can make me laugh as loudly as i want with her stupid jokes :D and yang paling terharu is she was the only person i am being the real me,the true me.i am GREATFUL to have a friend like FATEN EMIRA SALIM.and if she's reading this post,i just want her to know that i love her so much and i always thought you as my true Best Friend Forever.


  

searching for peace

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."